melancholy-apparatus

Last journal, August 18, 2010. Current journal, December 6, 2010. damn. ANYWAYS, school has obviously started, and I was wrong. Somehow I'm more time consumed than ever. >___>;; it's really weird.. 3 art, 1 gov., 1 english, 1 T.A. yet I'm more busy than last year. Ahhh, oh well. get to do more art anyways. got to draw what i've been itching to though! 8D it's somewhere in one of my sketchbooks.. problem is that my laptop got rebooted a couple days ago. .-. it got pretty nasty, but it's all good. lost everythingggg, but laptop still works fine! 8D +5 years and still kicking. -pats computer.- when i somehow am able to install my

★School is starring up, so that means I'm gonna be a bit more active. : D; I honestly forgot I was still in high school for two weeks. OTL kinda nervous, but kinda non-caring at the same time too. . . ★ When I'm done with commissions, Imma draw something I've been itching to draw for a while. >w> hope it comes out okay. ★ Should I do a kiribian thing? D': kinda getting close to that 9K, so. . . Idunno. . . ★Do you guys ever get scared to draw something because you like it so much you don't want to ruin it? D: I wanna know if I'm not the only one. OTL

★ Art: - Anyone want to do an art trade or collab? w (https://www.deviantart.com/w)@; I feel I'm in some sort of slump, so yeahhhhhh. - I've been drawing a lot lately, but it's just been chibis for friends who I play YGO with. LOL should I upload them here? They are kinda cute. . . - the girl manga I've been working on hit a giant gap. I need to find a way to get from point A to point B. FFFFFFF. ;w; ★ Music: Does anyone listen to hardstyle or things of that nature?! D8; or do you know any good songs like that? ;; I want to draw acid again, but I can only do it traditionally since it's more faster. Songs names would be good~ playlists will be awesome t